Tuesday, March 20, 2012

II - Fan Jie autumn


II - Fan Jie autumnFAN Xiao Jie to when I was eating. Fish into the bucket and said, mom, my dad today to catch big fish, called to take a few to you.Really good, my mother bent down to look at that tomorrow I give Star pickled fish you eat.Fan Jie said I do not come home to eat fish.And Van small Jie born the same day, accurate to say I am older than her hour 26 minutes. The parents met in the ward, talk to know the two are only separated by a few alley, and have the surname Fan. So think very nice ring, after they have been exchanges, and better than relatives. Fan small Jie and I called my parents followed by the other party. Big people say this intimacy, children with.FAN Xiao Jie to me very happy because she will help me wash the dishes. In order to remind her, I said small Jie Wait a minute, I wash the bowl and left. She really said that, I wash it, you clumsy. My mom to see through the trick, the point of his finger in my head said, you only lazy, opportunistic.Pack up finished genius just dusk. Only one street light bright alley, many small flies around in the dim light around the circle. Floated not far from the brewing factory sour taste, not unpleasant, not good news.I say go, watching movies?My dad is exemplary Street cinema projectionist, a movie is not the money. I often go to the movies with students. A girl can be counted as my girlfriend. However, when high school is actually very simple addition to sending postcards to hold my hand silly fart did not know. Our school is a vocational high school, this control is lax. Parents does not seem concerned about this matter. Sometimes my dad will be from the screening room, we bought popsicles or peanut seeds.Fan Jie shook his head and said to the five-star garden around it.About half an hour later we went to the city center. Twenty years ago, this place is not bustling, even showing a bit deserted at night. And small Fan Jie sat on the stone steps outside the People's Bank, after cars and pedestrians looked sparse.FAN Xiao Jie is not very lively tonight, like anything on her mind, long time no speak.I took out the one stolen from his father that the smoke point. FAN Xiao Jie said do not smoke, you are less than 18 years of age. I said you can do when traitor to report my mother, I just smoked a play.After a while, Fan Jie suddenly asked, Do you know the arts and crafts classes poetry ink?Of course I know the Fan Poetry ink, he is in fact one student, to test the Academy of Fine Arts, it is sometimes to our school to professional courses. He was dressed in sportswear, riding a mountain bike, wearing a Walkman, chewing gum, one came to our school has become the eye-catching figure. That guy was cool, and painting to paint it. Anyway, it should be an idiom: to stand out.I put the cigarette bomb to across the street, you ask him to do, he was interested in?Fan Jie said, a lot of girls in our school to write to him, he is no one to ignore.I said, Is there anything strange people are the focus of high school, and we disdain company.Fan Jie no longer speak, staring at the night sky around the fingers to play.I feel like I somewhat understand her mind. I said, you not like him?Fan Jie out of the way my eyes, just, just want to know him.I found Fan Jie face red panic shy Mo Yang is cute. I could not help but laugh, deliberately laugh meaningful. FAN Xiao Jie hand to twist my arm.I jumped down from the stone stairs to escape. I said Jie, brother to help you, but you have to ask me to play the game.I said the game is washed off the early years of the kind of play on a TV game.FAN Xiao Jie said, I invite you to play one day., Find a range of poetry Mexican bike conspicuous mountain bike the next day to school, I fled to the classroom building, looking at no one, severely kick up. Then I went to the arts and crafts classes, went to the seat next to the Fan Poetry ink, he was sitting there reading, such as the place unhindered.I said to the students, you are not black mountain bike. He nodded. I was prostrate, and you go and see.Car not a big problem, but still need repair.I said that I know of a garage, away from the school to close, and cheap. Fan Poetry ink to say thank you, you are what classes. I said, My name is Star Fan, electrical and mechanical maintenance classes. He said surnamed Fan, called the range of poetry Mexican, I was in one of the students, sometimes in the fine arts here.Quickly the Fan poem ink and I became friends. On weekends, we went to the Jialing River side stroll, or go to the movies roller blading. Exchanges, I found that Fan Poetry ink is not an unattainable jerk. Later, I took FAN Xiao Jie. FAN Xiao Jie out of each are packed very clean, but she never go against the range of poetry ink, either Aye me, or else fall behind us.There are times I want to tell the mind of the range of poetry Mexican Fan Jie. But Fan Jie firmly to agree, she said you have to dare we cut off the relationship, I do not recognize your brother. I finally hold back, I want to just naturally also not a bad idea.The end of the semester fast, Fan Jie made a surprising decision, she wanted to transfer to go read the S & P high.The parents were extremely surprised, and said to read, good to turn what school. Fan Jie said that I would like the university entrance exam. The big people are more surprised, in fact, they never expect to much and FAN Xiao Jie, can be safely even mediocre on the line. Skills, vocational school after graduation to help themselves is also good. Perhaps they were also mortal sake of their children is not high. FAN Xiao Jie's idea is not realistic, one such transfer is too difficult, and second, homework can not keep up.Fan Jie has been bent, she said she went to one in high school and start from scratch.I was the only clear small Fan Jie transfer must be in order to Fan Poetry ink. I am very puzzled, and quietly said to her, why should you go to one, now is not the same and range of poetry ink contacts it.Fan Jie seriously staring at me, then it? I graduated only when a weaver, Fan Poetry ink to go to college, I will move farther and farther.That was the first time in my life think that girl or a woman's mind is really meticulous and careful, elusive. FAN Xiao Jie stressed that, brother, if that, after him will forget me, I do not deserve him.I listened to feel really makes sense, of feeling short-sighted.Fan Jie to go after school one reading. With the capability of our parents was not accomplishing this major event, it is simply impossible to accomplish the task. All goes well, because the Fan Poetry ink father to help, he is the dean of the School of Medicine of the City.I mention small and Fan Jie fish to go home and thank him for. It is a temperament refined middle-aged, amiable attitude. He said young people should be ambitious, not to shrink from. He smiled and said to me, of course, is not to say read vocational listen to ink ink that Star can be someone else to fix things, you are all good. As long as we study hard, life will become more fulfilling OK.Meet that left me with a very deep impression. And small Fan Jie liked poetry ink father, he is one and our parents are not the same elders.A later date is very plain, or common surface of the three individuals.The second year, and poetry ink into the third year, the Fan Jie Reading High School.One night, I was out to kick down the game home and saw FAN Xiao Jie in the alleyways. I say all the time, you do not go to study up.Fan Jie said, brother, poetry the Mohist accident, jumped to his mother.What? I opened his mouth, do not believe this would happen.I said you made a mistake, anybody actually?Fan Jie said that our schools are spread, and poetry ink afternoon did not come to class.I casually scratched his head, and do not know how to deal with.Fan Jie said, we went to his house to see it. I said, brisk walking.Along the way we think of the mind did not speak. I was panic, secretly looking forward to this is a rumor.Quarters downstairs to the School of Medicine, and sure enough, in twos and threes gathered there to talk the morning thing. And FAN Xiao Jie listened for a while, probably clear what had happened.The Fan Poetry ink father and the School of Medicine, a girl had an affair. Fan Poetry Mexican mother knew, the two had a big fight. Such as the the Fan Poetry ink father go to work, the mother of poetry ink jumped from the fifth floor down, no rescue came.Fan Poetry ink mother, we have seen last year in her home when she was very warm, cut fruit and FAN Xiao Jie. As a beautiful and gentle aunt, how will suddenly died.I looked up and looked at the poem the Mohist the windows, no light. Stood for a moment. I pulled Lafan Jie, said go.I do not know how Anwei Fan Jie small, in fact, I can not tell the discomfort and confusion.The last time the three of us met in the two weeks after. Fan Poetry ink came to me first, and then we go get a range of small Jie.No one said where to go, came to the side of Jialing River. Is already late autumn, the wind and some cold. We sit down in the hard, cold stone, felt very hot chill. Surrounded by hazy mist, several mass of light do not know the other side or in the river. I think everything seemed to have floating in the thick darkness.Sound of silence, only the river flow. I took out the cigarette, and handed the poem ink a. Cigarette lighter, I felt his hands were slightly shaking. Kindle the fire of the moment, I saw a FAN Xiao Jie. She looked at a distance, Wind River grappling and her long black hair.Cigarette smoked.Fan Poetry ink, next month I want to transfer back to Hangzhou home.Hangzhou, I know this place, another city in another province. Remote and beautiful, I've seen in books and magazines.May not to bid you farewell, but I will give you later write. Fan Poetry ink voices are hoarse, and you are my best friend, my brother and sister.I think the nose an acid, cry. I desperately holding a sharp stone in the darkness to resist the sad pain.Fan Poetry ink handed me a key home star, mountain biking on your doorstep, leave for a memorial.Bike mountain bike, Fan Poetry ink and I met. I took the keys, all he hears is silence.Fan Poetry ink come up with a bag on the FAN Xiao Jie said, small Jie, which is my favorite player, as well as Zheng Zhihua and Alan Tam tape.FAN Xiao Jie said I do not want you to write to us on the line.Fan Poetry ink bag on the side of the small Jie, a long time before said, I will.However, the range of poetry did not give me a letter and Van Jie, has not been. I do not blame him. I believe he has his reasons. Very few and small Fan Jie and then talk about him, even if no intention to lift the Fan Jie will immediately change the subject.After graduating from high school into a repair shop. In the second year, FAN Xiao Jie was admitted to a university, a university in Hangzhou.Few years later, the old town we live in the demolition of two separated too far, the Chinese New Year Festival to meet once.FAN Xiao Jie in the field. Got married, I took a long train to attend. Her husband, I know little about, I just feel like the adult version of the poem ink, tall and handsome.Fan Poetry ink mountain bike as early as no trace. FAN Xiao Jie Walkman are still alive I do not know.Who I had best friends, who at the age of seventeen experienced a parting Junior Fan Poetry ink, my dear brothers, you also getting on?

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